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HELLO YOU.

/6:15 PM

yucks.. life has been realli yucky. i feel so stressed up. urgh. some ppl noe wad im referring to. i am so sorry for wad i hv done. wad i hv done has created a huge impact. many ppl sense that 2c2 is so shattered. i m really sorrry... but i cant stand it anymore. pls try to understand wad im going thru pls. i realli dun have de eneergy to do so anymore. juz need u all to cooperate. but dats all not happening. i juz wish for u guys to be more understanding and to help me in some areas without complaining. i hv been covering lots of duties which i dun need to. n now dat im trying to make u all do your own duties u think im slaacking. this is crap. u all never understand how difficult it is to juggle so many things. n how stressed u will be being thought as a robot by teachers. de perfect role model. de perfect one. im not some robot whom u can control. i have feelings n emotions.i noe some may b disappointed i din step down. i noe many dun wan me as claz chair. im staying on not b coz i want to. i have to. i have been a real failure. really. im so guilty i din help out my hse in things. i realli couldnt manage my time. running at macritchie today was realli sucky. as i ran.. many thoughts filled my mind. nw things r getting worse. strained my hip area de muscles. so hard to walk. but at least this pain can bring me to reality. focusing on de pain. den i wont remember all my worries. i juz wish for u all to do your part. i hv been trying real hard to get de claz together again. but this cannot be done alone. i need help. n co-operation. i hv had any happy memos with de claz last yr. i dun wish to end with sad ones. u may see this as an ireversible change. but i believe its not. im determined to change things back to normal. but whether i succeed still depends. althought honestly.. i hv no faith in it.

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